Crazy how random depression can be 🤔 you’d think it can be manageable and then 💥
My mom used to say I have selective hearing…
Wonder if that applies to what I wanna see as well
The dark place is usually pretty bad but the thought of like not caring anymore and finally being free from the constant thought of being apparently inept at nearly everything you try is a pleasant feeling. Kind of like floating freely of all worries. The sadness used to be sadness but now it’s normalcy, probably will never really be okay with it but I think I’m starting to merge with it.
The drugs officially DO NOT help with the depression though. But still are fun to use 😌👌🏾